I am writing this blog, out of frustration, sadness, a feeling of being completely helpless, cowardliness, a feeling of being an educated illiterate and in a fit of anger. We Indians are now too comfortable with our lives it seems. We have very very little memory to recall any unfortunate incident of terror, bloodshed, ignorance and have witnessed bindaas attitude of the government.. who only know to 'condemn' these attacks.. These asses out there (80% i would say) talk big, announce compensation ( 5 Lac rupees for the next of kin who died) and after playing a blame game, just survive the questions of the media somehow and get away. Needless to say , an "Enquiry commission" is set.
A month or two gone, Another Explosion takes place in some other city.. The "enquiry" on the first blast is still clueless about who was responsible for the first blast.. and .. a second repetition of events.. Blame Game, Sarkar Girao shit by the oppposition, again the condemn statement, compensation , another enquiry.. Third Blast.. same shit again.. and it goes on.
We, in the mean while, forget what had happened, we get on with our lives.. busy earning money and very much active to stay ahead in the rat race.. Common man is after all a common man. We are no better than eunuchs.. sorry to write such words.. but i really feel so.. WE ARE SO DAMN HELPLESS ! Not a single solution to all this menace !
Well, let me just share what all I had heard and discussed when i was a part of the Indian Army from 2002 to 2005 as a S.U.O. In NCC (Eastern Command, Fort William). We had camps lasting for 10-12 days in Army areas all over India. Each cadet had to participate atleast in one such camp each year (3 yrs tenure) to get a good grade and become an Officer in N.C.C.Three of us (S.U.Officers) were sitting and having talks and drinks with few Jawans and Major Chabra Sir and Lt. Col. Shinde Sir. To my shock , we were said that during the Kargil War, It was an order from the Government to not to finish off the war immediately, so that they can show the world how long India is taking to fight the terrorists which indirectly meant that there were soooooo many up there (who were actually Paki Army ! ) They delayed the supply of ammunitions and supplies up to the point of attack because more ammunitions means more income ( YOU know what !? No one is doodh ka dhula hua! ) I dont say that Army or the government wanted more casualties.. But the Army could have well finished it in time. And the Ministers were responsible!
Talking about Bengal, We know that there wont be terrorism strikes here cuz this is the hub and home of all the militants and terrorists who pass the Bangladesh border with ease ! Its an unsaid and obvious understanding it seems, that, 'You don't attack our state, we let you stay here and operate '! Thats what I think like many others . So, we usually were not affected by terror strikes elsewhere..BUT NOT ANYMORE ! After all, India as a country is one, and I feel the same for all fellow citizens. Wtf ! Terrorists can do whatever they want, whenever they want... ? They can just open fire on public and throw grenades like they are hurling stones?!
Ever since Mumbai was attacked Again on the 26th night, My blood has been boiling.. I really feel like becoming a part of an extremist army group, and fuck the people fucking the peace out here ! I don't understand why we cant attack (AIR STRIKE) all the camps in PoK and if need be, fight against the bloody ISI and Paki army if they ATTACK/object us to strike these camps and bunkers ! I have seen so many training camps on TV, where they openly show how these young assholes are lured into these camps, and are made suicide bombers ! why cant we kill these mother fuckers ?
We are being attacked, time and again, and we want peace? WHY?
In these circumstances, we cant put forward another cheek on being slapped on one ! We need to have " AN EYE FOR AN EYE" approach. Rather, worse ! We don't need to infiltrate .. Indian Army needs to kill them as brave men.. ghus ke marna parega behenchod ko !
Wtf do they think !? We are being taken for granted ! WE ARE NOT EUNUCHS !
I am scared of the law...But I AM NOT SCARED OF THEM ! what is this life? darr ke jiyo and kutte ki maut maro, by the bullets of these mother fuckers who open fire on non armed men and women? They think that they are dying for some cause and are brave.. How I wished Icould kill few such men! The arrested terrorists should not be questioned as we know the facts.. They should be hanged in public or must be given slow death.. their hands and legs should be sawed gradually.. Painful and slow... Miserable to the core !
Our Home Minister Mr.Shivraj Patil does not even know the 3 names where the terrorists took civilians as hostages ! I am happy that one brilliant reporter Mr. Arnab on Times Now channel, on a Live show, just asked the crew to "CUT HIM OUT" when he could not name "Nariman House" ! He was speaking as he just woke up from sleep ! And he is the home minister of a country having a BILLION plus population ! wow ! God knows how these people get such high posts ! I am shit scared of politics. I am just thinking of two movies i saw recently.. Rang De Basanti and Wednesday ..
The terrorists seem to be much better equipped than the police forces. We in the army were said that constables get .303 rifles that seldom are given by the army after being used.. in short, second hand ! As trainess, We used to get better guns than .303 !!! ( 7.62mm self loading rifle and semi auto machine gun, carbine sten guns etc) The top cops including ATS Chief laid his life cuz he hardly had good protection against bullets.. just one bullet proof jacket isnt enough for people loaded with AK 47s and AK 56s ! For god sake, STOP the stupid corrupt "yojanas" that fill the pockets of government officials/ministers and give our forces good Weapons and armour ! Like they have in SWAT and FBI ! only National Security Guards looked good.. But we need much better equipment and weapons !
Our GDP grows at more than 7 % and terrorism grows at more than 20% per annum ! Our economy wont go bankrupt if we engage in a War on PoK militants. We need to flush them out before they flush several thousands of innocent men and women ! The whole world is following the mumbai attack . The Americans are Air Striking areas in the Pak-Afghan border to flush out Al Qaida. Why cant all nations join hands to flush them out and eradicate them just like Smallpox ! Finish them forever.. why cant we have nothing but the sad memories of what damage these guys have done.. not only India, but any country is now vulnerable to terrorist attacks!
We know how things work in India.. Slow, corrupt system, all politically done.. we know how much and what grade of intelligence we have ! God knows how many soldiers/police forces are there per hundred civilians ! Sadly, I think things will go on like this. We talk , talk and talk. BUT things dont seem to change! Terrorists are much smarter than the forces we have. I admire the Americans who have countered terrorism so well after 9/11. Awesome job ! Same goes for London Police post the Metro Rail blasts. Why cant India have a fool proof security like they have in ISRAEL , thanks to MOSSAD !?
This blog can go on and on... cuz there is no end to discussions and talking. WE NEED ACTION and I'll pray to God that things improve. Because apart from praying, I don't think we have much choice ! God forbid, we might fall prey someday as well ! God help us all !
